Still Waiting

Sunday, August 28, 2005

cai ling is play a pride game with her hamtaro.. (i'm forced not to say out his name cos she's pointing a knife at my neck XD) was about to scold her wads the pride game thingy for.. why not give it all to woo him then? suddenly i realised i was playing this game too.. playing this silly game. argh..

anyways.. ate too much today.. so sian deeeee... haiz. =( must do more sit-ups tonight.. anyways.. tmr will be my first maths tuition larr... scared =) hehe... and after the tuition, i'll be going to jeremy's birthday party.. haiz.. run all over the central area trying to find his presents lor.."-_- i didnt use to care abt little children's birthday parties and presents...."-_-... lame-ed.

anyway.. nice lyrics by stacie orrico right? hesitation... haha.. linked to the bloody pride game i was talking about.. lol~~ hehe..

anyways.. i see cailing struggling so painfully to fall out of love.. haiz.. she's falling deeper and deeper.. but chances ain't getting higher i think.. i thought of my sec sch days.. crushing on so many guys.. the feeling of crushing and love is really really different.. i didnt knew there were so much difference until i fell in love. fell out now. anyways.. i think i should be contended with my current status and condition, cos no matter what, my heart stays true to one and though feelings may not always be sweet, but i wldnt have to deal with the heartache of falling in new love. so now i'm quite glad my heart is locked up. =) at least now i see guys is for the purpose of eye candy, haha.. not like my other friends who self proclaimed to be despo for bf.. hahaha.. lol.. darlynn.. how can u betray me? XD

-when are you coming back? ;